Please, baby, don't make me play the part of Nan the oyster girl

I guess I don't even really have all that much to talk about. Things at home are up and down. I love being so close to my family. I like being able to talk to them and spend time with them, I love them so much they don't even know how many times I've wanted to break down just because of how loved I felt. I'm sad because know I'm not going to get to do nearly as much as I wanted to this summer, and I'm tired of constantly searching but never finding a job. ANd I don't want to live to work my whole life and then die, I want to travel and today am in a particularly anxious and restless mood. Meh.