A Drunk Liz?

hahahaha I was just rereading my journal entry from earlier today and I realized that I forgot the "e" on "There's" so it looks almost drunkenish. heehee. And this is funny because now that it's not really breaking the rules for me to be drunk sometimes I really would like to be. Several people have told me, they'd love to see me drunk, but sometimes that feels more like an insult. I'm not good enough the way I am? But I know they didn't, atleast, I hope they didn't, mean it like that. I would never want to be not in control of my actions though, or puke my guts out, or have memory loss the next day. Otherwise..what would be the fun? you wouldn't even remember!! So maybe I'd rather just be tipsy, even just to know what it feels like. *shrugs* But that presents its own problem in that I wouldn't want to drink by myself and I'd have to find people I trusted enough...but this was much more in depth than I'd originally intended. Maybe it's because I'm trying to put off this Geology I'm trying to study over break. In order to finish the book by the end of break I need to do 22 pages a day. Ack! And yes I do realize it's break...but it's Geology and plus I didn't read it the first time around like I was supposed to *blushes* so I think maybe it's time especially since I am taking the sequential class in the spring.