Stepping Back

My weeekend is almost over and I have to say that it was a very enjoyable one, other than the part where you know I had to have bloodwork done. It'll still take a few days for the results. I'm starting to get some of my passion for school back, but this is a bad thing because I've not cared (well, not as much as normal) for so long it's hard, and I'm behind, but maybe I feel like I have something to prove. And it's funny because it comes at a time when I'm giving up. Or maybe rather, just finally stepping back or aside. And while I know many of you, if not all of you, won't understand those last sentances...I had to say them, for me.