What's Wrong With Innocence?
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I guess that's me considering my track record, and although sometimes I love being that way...Sometimes I just get so sick of it. Yet, when someone starts picking on innocence, "It's boring; no one is anymore; it's unrealistic; it's only for children." I get so fired up. But perhaps it's because I need some dignity and not because I really am passionate about the way I am. Thoughts anyone? I don't even know if I'm looking for an answer, "but..what's wrong with innocence?" and do I even like it? I dunno yes and no. I'm tired of being one that can't comprehend things because of my less experience and I'm tired of being looked at and reguarded as someone who can't understand(even if legitamately I can't), I'm tired of being called cute when I wanna be called sexy, but I don't want to change who I am. I like that I like Disney movies as opposed to horror or scary movies. I like the fact that I can still look positively at the world (not that one who wasn't innocent wouldn't be able to, I'm not saying that as much as it may sound like it) I like that I still feel like a little kid. It's the way I get reguarded that I don't like. *sighs* and now I'm rambling and I don't even know what I'm saying, or what I'm trying to say so I'm going to go back to listening to my Indigo Girls singing my heart out and not thinking. For just a little while I want to not think, well academically or philosophically or any other way that could strain my brain or bring my mood down.
4:21 PM
2 Comments:
aww. :::hugs::: People are dumb. I used to be the "innocent one" or the "appropriate one", but not anymore. I've done things and I joke about things. Sometimes I still shock people when I joke about something, because deep down most people just see me as cute. I'm not really the sexy type, but sometimes I feel sexy. I have clothes that are really fun to wear that are a bit sexier than I usually wear... sometimes it's just nice to feel sexy, even if no one else notices it.
And Zinni, you always manage to make me smile. Maybe it's because we've had so much fun over the years and you remind me of the "good old days." ^_^
So don't worry overly much about those spootheads, or when your friends are just being spooty. You have a wonderful spirit, and someday you will have some experiences that you lack now, and some one will think you're sexy.
^_^
Thanks Daff *squeeezes*
sorry this next post has to be just as depressing
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