I'll regret this in the morning but I'm gonna be proud tonight

That was a variation on a country song (the title)

What it means is I spent four hours when I could have been doing something productive, like homework, when instead I was writing personalized notes at the bottom of a generic letter, addressing envelopes, and stamping, sometimes adding pictures to the envelopes. Sometimes so many I put two stamps to be safe. This is for everyone I have addresses for from Florida. You wanna know how many? and this isn't even everyone who impacted my time there...this is just the ones that had a chance to give me their address...thirty-six. Thirty-six personalized letters tonight. I'm so proud of myself for having met that many people and made some lasting friends. I'm so proud to know that I worked with some of these people, and I'm so proud of myself for both doing the program and writing these letters, even if writing them WAS at the expense of some much needed to do HW. As I have already mentioned I've been slacking. If I don't stop doing things like this I'm going to flunk out of school, and I'm not kidding. and I DEFINATELY DON'T want to do that. Dissapointment everywhere, from family, friends, and most importantly myself. I have high goals and if I expect to be an RA I need to shape up. So if I'm talking to you on-line DON'T hesitate to tell me to do my HW. But for tonight, I'm going to be proud of what I did. Tonight, I'm not going to think about that piling amount of HW and studying I'll never finish. Tonight I'm in a good mood, when I really shouldn't be. But tonight...I DON'T CARE.